Perhaps you are right
I am never happy ever since we broke up
Reason i seriously dunno
I really dunno is it because i still love you or is just that i am not used to being alone
Without anyone by myself when i need every moment

I have been in relationship none stop for the past few years
After this breaking
You have not really been in my mind
Instead another person came into my mind
For all this while, memories of this person has always been there
I am a human
Memories are not that easily forgotten
Despite me being able to get into another relationship
The places that are the most memorable to me has always been revolving around me
The fountain without water where we sat, the colourful planes where will be the place that i will be when i am sad , Ya Kun at Cathay, meh meh
all are memories that will always be there
Meh meh in a way has a greater impact on me as compared to pluto

Till yesterday i saw that person
The feeling before seeing him cant be explained
Feel the tight chest, the nervous
all the different feelings
But i just dare not even look at him
I know even if there is a chance for me to go back to him
I will try not to
Coze i have cause a deep hurt to him
I cant face him as well as the people around him
Who knows exactly what happen
Yes i will still think and hope that we can be together again
But i dunno whether i do have the feelings for him
Despite all the missing and thinking

I have thought through what you have said
Why think so much when i dun even know what will happen in the future
Why not just enjoy this moment of happiness
yes i can do that if i wan
But i know eventually i will leave you because you are not the one i want in life
I am self fish
You can say that i am self centered
I just think of myself
i want my "face"
I want someone that i can be proud of when i bring him to meet my friends and families
But you are still not the one
You might be in the future but now you are still not

Even though i know you really love me alot
I admit, the understanding you have for me is definately more than one who i have been together with for 2 years
i hope you understand that i cant cross the line in me
Why let it happen when i have a chance to stop the incident again ?
Start afresh as a friend
Be it whether is it you or him

I think i should be single/alone to know/ learn what i exactly want and need in life
And who i really love .

The hug you gave did make me feel the warmth
The things that you have said really moved me
But i still prefer to stand by this decision still
Even though i dunno whether i will regret in the near future



I will still move on, try to adapt to this new life that i have
Try to make myself happy even though it would be difficult
Which i know would really be very difficult since i am someone who is so so afraid to be left alone.
But i think i have to even though i am afriad



I always tell others that i am somone who can take and let go of a relationship easily
But sometimes it is still difficult
especially this 2 relationships which i have
This is why i haven been like this for the pass few months
I really dunno what i can do
I really dunno ...
Tears have always fall when i'm alone
But how many would know ?
How many would i tell ?
When you tell, how many would really listen to you ?
How many times would they listen ?
How many times can they actually be put into words ?
To me there are lots of things that cant be explained using one word or few sentence
Things are always complicated when it land in my hand

Perhaps you are right
I am never happy ever since we broke up
Reason i seriously dunno
I really dunno is it because i still love you or is just that i am not used to being alone
Without anyone by myself when i need every moment

I have been in relationship none stop for the past few years
After this breaking
You have not really been in my mind
Instead another person came into my mind
For all this while, memories of this person has always been there
I am a human
Memories are not that easily forgotten
Despite me being able to get into another relationship
The places that are the most memorable to me has always been revolving around me
The fountain without water where we sat, the colourful planes where will be the place that i will be when i am sad , Ya Kun at Cathay, meh meh
all are memories that will always be there
Meh meh in a way has a greater impact on me as compared to pluto

Till yesterday i saw that person
The feeling before seeing him cant be explained
Feel the tight chest, the nervous
all the different feelings
But i just dare not even look at him
I know even if there is a chance for me to go back to him
I will try not to
Coze i have cause a deep hurt to him
I cant face him as well as the people around him
Who knows exactly what happen
Yes i will still think and hope that we can be together again
But i dunno whether i do have the feelings for him
Despite all the missing and thinking

I have thought through what you have said
Why think so much when i dun even know what will happen in the future
Why not just enjoy this moment of happiness
yes i can do that if i wan
But i know eventually i will leave you because you are not the one i want in life
I am self fish
You can say that i am self centered
I just think of myself
i want my "face"
I want someone that i can be proud of when i bring him to meet my friends and families
But you are still not the one
You might be in the future but now you are still not

Even though i know you really love me alot
I admit, the understanding you have for me is definately more than one who i have been together with for 2 years
i hope you understand that i cant cross the line in me
Why let it happen when i have a chance to stop the incident again ?
Start afresh as a friend
Be it whether is it you or him

I think i should be single/alone to know/ learn what i exactly want and need in life
And who i really love .

The hug you gave did make me feel the warmth
The things that you have said really moved me
But i still prefer to stand by this decision still
Even though i dunno whether i will regret in the near future



I will still move on, try to adapt to this new life that i have
Try to make myself happy even though it would be difficult
Which i know would really be very difficult since i am someone who is so so afraid to be left alone.
But i think i have to even though i am afriad



I always tell others that i am somone who can take and let go of a relationship easily
But sometimes it is still difficult
especially this 2 relationships which i have
This is why i haven been like this for the pass few months
I really dunno what i can do
I really dunno ...
Tears have always fall when i'm alone
But how many would know ?
How many would i tell ?
When you tell, how many would really listen to you ?
How many times would they listen ?
How many times can they actually be put into words ?
To me there are lots of things that cant be explained using one word or few sentence
Things are always complicated when it land in my hand